I have been fasting and praying for the last two days. Not really a complete fast, just crackers, fluids of sorts, mineral water, etc. I have been praying, and I am starting to have visions again.
Vision:
I see people holding hands in a circle. They have the appearance of people, but I don't know if they are people, but they're all arm to arm in a circle. Like I said, they are images of people which look like stick people and they're in a circle.
Occurrence:
I don't understand the fasting and the praying, but I think the Lord is trying to show me that I have to fast and pray to defend myself from strong demonic forces. I have been hit pretty hard a few times, where I was totally helpless. I couldn't defend myself in the Name of Christ. The Name of Jesus Christ didn't do a thing. It really frightened me. So I took a deep breath and I said to the Lord "I can't do a thing. You have to take care of it," and immediately it went away. What was so unusual, the attack was so powerful that I could think the Name of Christ, but I couldn't say it.
So I guess this is similar to what was said in the King James Version of the Bible (Mark 9:29) when the apostles couldn't exorcise a demon from this young man from throwing himself onto the fire. For the Lord said "This kind can come forth by nothing but by prayer and fasting." I am beginning to get a taste of that. The demonic forces are getting stronger.
One time they entered in my house, after I had sealed it with my prayers. I sealed the walls, the ceiling, the floors, the windows, every opening and exit, everything in my house, with the blood of Jesus. Then I would bind any demonic force in my house in the Name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth by the Power and Authority given to me in the Bible; where Jesus said I could ask for anything in the Name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, and it would be given to me. Then I would pray for the people on my prayer list. I have never had any problems in binding them and in protecting myself with prayer, except twice these last few months. Some strong demonic force hit me extremely hard several hours after I had finished sealing my house for protection. Sometimes it takes a while to say the whole prayer, but I do every night.
But I remember this one night at about 3:30 AM., the downstairs door opened, for I heard it. It was only a micro-second and something hit me so hard. This strong evil force, "I MEAN IT HIT ME HARD," I was in complete shock. I tried to say the Name of Jesus. I even tried to think it and I couldn't. I knew I was in trouble. There was no way I could say it. I was in trouble. I mean serious serious, serious, trouble. My spirit was in trouble. And out of nowhere Christ, or the Lord, came and took it off me.
A very scary event. This was a few months back. Then a couple of days ago, I started reading the Prophecies again from the beginning. Then the first night the same type of force hit me again. It wasn't as strong as before, but it wouldn't budge. Once again the Lord came and took it off me. Whatever it is, I think the Lord is trying to show me that I have to fast and pray.
I have had many demonic attacks in the past three years, since the Lord revealed Himself to me, but it has only been twice that the Name of Jesus Christ had no effect. The Lord has ALWAYS BEEN THERE! The attack only lasts a few seconds, but man! That's all it takes to know you're in trouble. I know some of this sounds scary and crazy, but all I can say is all Praise, Honor and Glory to the Lord, the Father, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit. He said He would protect me and HE IS KEEPING HIS WORD! But I think I have to fast and pray a little harder. That's all, but no matter what happens, trust in the Lord.
Nimekuwa nikifunga na kuomba kwa muda wa siku mbili zilizopita. Haikuwa mfungo wa kujinyima kila kitu, bali ili kuwa ni mfungo mdogo, nikiwa na tumia chakula cha maji maji tu, maji ya chupa, n.k. Nimekuwa nikiomba, na ninaanza kuwa na maono tena.
Maono:
Naona watu wakiwa wameshikana mikono kwenye mviringo. Wanaonekana kama watu, ingawa sina uhakika kama kweli ni watu ila walikuwa wameshikana mkono kwa mkono katika mviringo. Kama nilivyosema ilikuwa ni vifuli vya watu ambavyo vinaonekana kama vijiti vya watu na walikuwa kwenye mviringo.
Tukio:
Mimi sielewi huku kufunga na kuomba maana yake, lakini nadhani Bwana anajaribu kunionyeshea kuwa inanibidi nifunge na kuomba iliniweze kujitetea mwenyewe kutoka kwenye mapepo wenye nguvu. Nimewahi kupigwa kwa nguvu mara nyingi, mpaka nikajisikia sijiwezi kabisa. Nilikuwa na shindwa kujitetea mwenyewe kwa Jina la Kristo. Jina la Yesu Kristo halikuweza kufanya kitu. Kwa kweli ilinitisha mimi. Kwa hiyo nikavuta pumzi kwa nguvu na kumwambia Bwana “Mimi siwezi kufanya lolote. Inakubidi ulishughulikiea tatizo hilo Mwenyewe”, na mara ikaondoka. Kitu ambacho hakikuwa cha kawaida kilikuwa ni mashambulizi yalikuwa ni ya nguvu kubwa mno kiasi ambacho; ingawa nililikumbuka Jina la Yesu Kristo, lakini nilishindwa kulitamka.
Kwahiyo mimi nadhani hii inafanana na kile kilichosemwa kwenye Biblia (tafsiri ya King James) (Marko 9:29) wakati ule pale Mitume walipo shindwa kumtoa pepo kutoka kwa yule kijana ambaye alikuwa anajitupa kwenye moto. Kwa maana Bwana akasema “Pepo la aina hii hawezi kutoka ila kwa maombi na kufunga.”
sWakati fulani waliingia ndani ya nyumba yangu; baada ya mimi kuziba kila mahali kwa sala. Niliziba ukuta, dari, sakafu, madirisha, kila mahali penye tundu na milango yote ya kuingia na kutoka, kila kitu ndani ya nyumba yangu kwa damu ya Yesu. Kisha nikayafunga majeshi yote ya kila pepo aliyeko humo ndani ya nyumba yangu, kwa Jina la Yesu Kristo wa Nazareti, kwa Mamlaka na Nguvu niliyopewa katika Biblia; pale Yesu aliposema ningeliweza kuomba lolote katika Jina la Yesu Kristo wa Nazareti na ningeliweza kupewa. Kisha ningeliwaombea watu wote walioko kwenye listi yangu ya sala. Sijawahi kuwa na tatizo katika kuwafunga na kujilinda mimi mwenyewe kwa sala, ila mara mbili katika katika miezi hii miwili ya hivi karibuni. Majeshi fulani ya mapepo yenye nguvu yalinipiga kwa nguvu kubwa kwa masaa kadhaa baada ya mimi kuziba nyumba kwa ulinzi. Kwa kawaida inachukua muda mrefu kidogo kusema maombi hayo lakini mimi nafanya kila siku usiku.
Lakini nakumbuka usiku mmoja kwenye saa 9:30 hivi, mlango wa kule chini (wa nyumba yangu iliyokuwa ghorofa) mara ukawa umefunguliwa, kwa maana niliusikia ulipokuwa unafunguliwa. Baada ya sehemu ndogo tu ya sekunde kupita kitu kikanigonga vibaya sana. Hili dude ovu lenye nguvu kweli “NAMAANISHA LILINIGONGA VIBAYA SANA,” Nilistushwa sana. Nilijaribu kusema Jina la Yesu. Hata nilijaribu kufikiria, lakini nilishindwa. Nilijua kuwa niko matatani. Hapakuwa na njia ya mimi kusema. Nilikuwa niko matatani. Roho yangu ilikuwa matatani. Namaanisha matatizo makubwa, makubwa sana, matatizo. Roho yangu ilikuwa kwenye matatizo. Lakini bila kutarajia Kristo au Bwana akaja ghafla akakiondoa kutoka kwangu.
Hii lilikuwa tukio la kutisha sana. Hili lilitokea miezi michache iliyopita. Kisha siku chache zilizopita nikaamua kusoma Unabii wote upya kuanzia mwanzo. Kisha usiku ule ule, kitu chenye nguvu kama kile cha kwanza kikanishambulia mimi tena. Hakuwa na nguvu kubwa kama lile la kwanza; ila kiling’ang’ania bila kutaka kutoka. Tena kama ilivyo kuwa hapo mwanzo Bwana alikuja akakiondoa kutoka kwangu. Nadhani bila kujali kilikuwa ni kitu gani, Bwana alikuwa ananifundisha kuwa; lazima ni funge na ni Sali sana.
Nimekwisha shambuliwa na mapepo wengi sana katika miaka mitatu iliyopita, toke pale Bwana alipojidhihirisha kwangu, lakini ni mara mbili tu imetokea; kuwa Jina la Yesu limeshindwa kufanya kazi. Bwana siku zote AMEKUWAPO PALE! Mashambulizi yalidumu kwa sekunde chache tu, lakini bwana! Hilo pekee ndilo unalohitaji kuona kuwa uko matatani. Najua haya mambo mengine yanasikika kama yanatisha na ni kama uwenda wazimu wa aina fulani, lakini yote ninayoweza kusema nikuwa, Sifa, Heshima na Utukufu ziende kwa Bwana, Baba, Yesu Kristo, na Roho Mtakatifu. Yeye alisema angenilinda na ANALITEKELEZA NENO LAKE HILO! Lakini nadhani inanibidi nisali sana na nifunge kwa nguvu zaidi. Hayo ni yote, lakini hataikitokea nini, mwamini tu Bwana.
